ich hab euch etwas mitgebracht
hab es aus meiner Brust gerissen

It was painfully obvious something was wrong. I mean, painfully. I was literally bleeding with stress and anger/discomfort. But when someone finally showed concern and asked me if I was okay, it was all I could do to say something remotely close to my problem. This was it, a chance to tell someone that something's wrong with me. I looked at that person and I imagined myself telling them everything.

And yet, all that I could muster was a weak,
"Yeah. I'm just tired."

Sigh. Another day in, another day out. Rein, raus.

I wish I could be happy (or at least emotionally stable, like today), everyday for the rest of my life.

Sie kommen zu euch in der Nacht
Dämonen Geister schwarze Feen
 

(PS. I dreamt that Xiaxue has invisible messages all over her blog, you know the type where people blank out their text (like that) thinking no one will be smart enough to highlight it and read their secrets? Yeah HAHA I dreamt that XX uses that all over her blog and she referred to it as 'the old childish way' or something like that. OKAY so random haha *quickly goes to XX's blog and highlights every blank space I can find*)

I love Circus Of Dead Squirrels.

So omg, FINALLY the end of prelims! But this marks the perilous journey towards the BIG A... Effin' A. HAHA anyway,

OH SHOPPING! It also marks the time to shop.

FLEA TITANS 3 is happening (for the LAST TIME) at Dempsey House this Sunday, I REALLY want to go, like this much *opens arms reaaaaally wide* but the people I've asked have given me ambiguous answers *eyes them evilly you know who you are!!*

Okay so just for a bit, let's let our imaginations run really wild. Let's imagine I'm about to get some terminal disease and I only have a period of time to live.
And I've NEVER been to a FT event before. And I REALLY want to go.
And I only have that amount of time to live.
DON'T YOU FEEL THE COMPELLING DESIRE TO BRING ME TO FLEA TITANS NOW?? :D

Okay so your answer was 'YES! OMG I DO!' so come ON what's holding you back?
(Besides the fact that I'm not gonna contract a terminal disease?)

Oh text on my phone gotta run now. Bye (:

(BE A (wo)MAN. DO THE RIGHT THING.)

 

what makes me happy, is riffs, awesome riffs.

and screaming.

<3

i need to stay back in school one day and just study, study, study.

and i need to stop swearing so much!